OMG! I’m torn between lovers…
hahaha. I know I’m not a normal human being specially since I’ve been trying to
cope up with the supernatural for like – forever?
Excuse my words but this is just
my alter ego talking… hahaha.
Let me tell you a secret – I’m a
VAMPIRE. No kidding! I am one (at least in my fantasies). And right now, I’m at
the point of my life where I don’t know how to put pack the pieces together.
For so long, I have been hiding my true identity. It has been so hard so hard
specially that my bestfriend happens to be a human and he just knew about it
recently. I’m still dealing with his constant tantrums about how I could hide
something like this to him. Well, at least his tantrums are not about hating me
for being a vampire but rather on the “not telling him” part.
Like I’ve said, it has been so
hard. Every day I have to fight off the urge not to drink his blood or at times
not killing him. Vampires have that heightened emotions which at times are
difficult to contain.
And now that my bestfriend knew
all about me – ooppss technically not all yet, my concerns are now limited to
these tiny but consuming heart problems. Yes, the word is “consuming”. I just can’t
decide who I really want to be with. At what my bestfriend just told me, I have
to follow the dictates of my heart. Among the four (4) vampires (yes, that’s 4
not 3) and the one hybrid (half vampire – half werewolf), who among them really
captured my heart? To add to my anxiety, I have to decide the soonest that I can.
But the problem is, I just can’t – yet.
I love them all. I may be selfish
for wanting to keep them all five but that’s how it is to me right now. I don’t
want to choose because I know I’m going to lose some of them. They have become
part of my life already.
My bestfriend told me why not
choose the hybrid. Aside from the fact that he’s the unique one, he can sense
that the others. Hhhhmmm, TRUE. But choosing him would mean risking my life
too. One stupid accident would cost me my life and I know he would be
devastated too. Yes, you heard it right. One bite from my hybrid lover and I’m
doomed. Technically, he is still part werewolf and their venom is lethal to
vampires. But yes, I LOVE Him. And I think I love him more than the others.
The question now is, if I choose
my hybrid will I be able to handle the pain of losing the four vampires that I also
grown to love?
