Anxiety

As the days turn into yesterdays, the anxiety escalates. The want to hold you and feel you in my arms is turning me into this crazy person. I can’t sleep for days already maybe because waiting for you has been a past time for me even in my sleep. I know I have been pressuring you to come out already. And I know I already sounded silly for actually begging you to come out soon. But don’t get me wrong my dear little one, I just wanted to personally take care of you outside my womb that’s all.

Forgive mommy for being paranoid and for being pushy these past days. Mommy is just too excited that’s all.

From now on, after knowing that all is well – no complications for you inside despite mommy in 1cm state for 3 days already – the call is yours. Things will be in your terms, if you want to stay longer inside mommy's womb, I won’t mind. I just hope that you won’t stay too long because everyone is very anxious to personally meet you.

I love you my little kiddo… Mommy, Daddy and Ate Xyrah will be waiting for you… ♥

Impatiently and Patiently Waiting

As the indefinite date of my delivery approaches, the days seem to be very dragging. The anticipation, excitement and nervousness don’t blend well for me. I’m getting heavier everyday and slight movements have become uncomfortable and strenuous. I haven’t got a good night sleep for almost a month already. And yet, I cannot just order my little one to come out. Hahaha…

For the days to come, I expect more contractions and discomfort. But nevertheless, either my little Xalken Caleb will come out earlier as expected or he may enjoy and savor his stay inside my womb till he reach his full term (40 weeks) I will patiently wait for him.

injured..

Played Basketball last weekend... (lol) instead of shooting the ball into the hoop, I accidentally swallowed it.. hahahaha... NAH!!! just getting heavier.. just my bad...

L♥VE

Nothing is permanent in this world. The things that surround us will eventually be gone. From the clothes we wear, to the people we’re with and even the treasures we valued so dearly will soon be part of a memory.

But nevertheless, life must go on… We continue to build relationships with other people, collect things and keep them and of course make memories that would last us a lifetime. Life is too short to be taken for granted. Life is too mysterious to be deciphered. Life is what is presented to us each day and it’s up to us how we take it and make use of it.

In this month of Love, may we celebrate the goodness that is buried deep in our hearts. Let’s forget the pangs and obscurities brought about by hatred and anger. Let love flow freely in our hearts no matter what our status are – be it single, married or complicated.

Love is a gift… and just like any other things in this world, it’s not permanent. Be grateful that love has come your way. Rejoice that despite the chaotic mess of this world, love still exists. Share Love, not Hate.